I don’t really have any interest in this blog anymore. I haven’t been to the gym in 3 months. I’m trying to focus on bettering myself and my happiness. Might delete soooon

going to my uncle’s funeral today. at the same church my dad had his funeral at. i’m gonna freak out, and i have no one to bring and i don’t know anyone on my dad’s side. it’s gonna be a stressful day. i’m nervous.


I should not be allowed to go out when I have to get up early the next day. I always come home past 1 or 2am. Always. It’s the rule. I had a good time tonight though! Gonna be tired as fuck tomorrowww #3hoursofsleep

My brother bought my piece of poop car from me for $400. Yayay, I could not be happier. 2 more paychecks and I can get a downpayment for a loan for a used car:) applying for a second job somewhere too! It’s a good weekend already:)

Happy Halloween:) #bestfriend #twinning

Ohhhhh ma gawd. I met princess ariel today and she’s sooo beautiful. I met mickey too. EVENTFUL DAY. :)

Tmi whateva I do not care

I love and appreciate that I’ve lost almost 20 pounds, but for real, I lost like 4 inches off my ass. NO ASS. and to make it all worse, no boobs. I don’t have anything now. My ass used to be my pride & joy. Guess I gotta start squattin at the gym again

Love my new dress:)

Palm trees everywhere and I love it

Airport selfie ✈️ (at LaGuardia Airport (LGA))p

This guy I work with >

He’s 23 though. Toooo old. But he’s nice:)

Ohhhh ma gawd. They played a Soundgarden song on Supernatural. I didn’t think I could love this show any more than I already did.

It’s 2:30am, I just finished Life of Pi for the second time and I cried my eyes out. Gets me every time. Just packed most of my stuff for my carryon bag, currently importing all my music to my ipad for the trip. In 27 hours I’ll be on the plane. Eeeeeek. Too excited!

RAGING HOLY SHIT. I’ve been working on this fucking pumpkin for 3 1/2 hours. For real. I’m just gonna stay up all night and go to school cause I need to finish this tonight because we’re leaving tomorrow. It’s gonna look really cool, but it’s just taking fucking forever. I can do this though. I’m in advanced art for fucks sake.