I’m totally fine with dropping out, getting my ged and going to a community college. This year fucking blows and I only have 3 weeks left. I’m constantly getting harassed by the office for the stupidest things. I don’t even want to show up anymore, but I want to finish sophomore year. Fuck school.
I don’t have enough tupperware to do the rest of the week’s meals, so I only did tomorrows lunch. I think I did a pretty good job for my first time meal prepping. Boo ya
only spent $26 in the grocery store with 4 bags of organic food and made it in & out in 20 minutes - i think that’s a record. also, i’m meal prepping on a wednesday night. judge me.
going to spend an entire paycheck on groceries for myself. yay for being healthy….being poor sucks though.
i compared my may 2012 picture in shorts to today in the same shorts and it’s a sad day. i started gaining a lot of weight after i broke my 8 month binge free streak. today the binges stop! hopefully i can get up to 1 year this time :-)
i need to go for a training run but i also don’t want to change out of my sweatpants or go outside lol
i dont want to go anywhere after working 8 hours the day after prom. especially if its a group school project. just….no.
Got a pretty exciting night ahead of me. #justkidding #homework #coffee #atptennis #tennis
Going to get my tattoos priced out today. yayayay I’m excited :-)
i would totally go to the gym & lift again, but i’m too poor lol
the shitty moment when my sister calls & asks me if i want something from the dairy bar right as i’m about to do insanity. i love ice cream tho….sacrifices :’(
At least someone in my family is supportive. A big fuck you to my mom for constantly bringing me down about my body.
I miss the days when I could eat whatever I wanted, when I wanted and still weighed 125 constantly. Now I’m 150 and gaining constantly….I don’t want to eat healthy. I love junk food. I’ll be honest…I love pasta, candy, ice cream, chips, pickles, cereal, mashed potatoes and gravy, french toast, onion rings..stuff like that. I’ll gladly go to the gym everyday, but I know eating bad won’t get me far. Shitty deal.